2025

Happy Birthday!

Dear Revd. Spha,

Happy Birthday!

May this special day be filled with joy and blessings. As you continue your journey with us, we look forward to growing together in faith and fellowship under your guidance.

Wishing you a wonderful birthday and a fulfilling year ahead.

A prayer:

Almighty and everlasting God, from whom comes every good and perfect gift, we thank you for the gift of your servant, Revd. Spha, who celebrates his birthday with us. We are grateful for his presence among us and for the blessings he brings to our community.

Grant him your healthful Spirit of grace, and pour upon him the continual dew of your blessing. Strengthen him in his ministry, guide him in your wisdom, and uphold him with your love. May he continue to grow in faith and service, bringing glory to your holy name.

We ask this through Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

2024 · Daily Reflections

Ember Day Reflection: Answering the Call

Today, as we observe Ember Day in the Anglican Church, we are called to reflect on and pray for those journeying towards ordination, discerning their vocation, and all who serve in ordained ministry. It is a moment to contemplate the sacredness of ministry and the divine call that brings people forward to serve the Church.

The collect for today speaks directly to this journey. It reminds us of our shared calling in the ministry of Christ, our Great High Priest. As the prayer says: “Heavenly Father, you have entrusted to your Church a share in the ministry of your Son, our great High Priest: call many through your Holy Spirit into the ordained ministry of your Church and inspire them to respond to your call.”

In my own path to ordination, this collect resonates deeply. The process of discernment, study, and preparation has been one of listening—listening for the voice of the Spirit and the community, and allowing that call to shape my journey. The experience has been humbling, a reminder that this path is not about my own desires but about responding faithfully to God’s call, just as Christ responded to the Father in service and sacrifice.

As I approach my ordination as a deacon, I am increasingly aware of the immense trust placed upon those who are called to serve the Church. I reflect on the support I have received from my parishes, my family, and those who have walked this journey with me. Their prayers, encouragement, and companionship have been a testament to the interconnectedness of the Body of Christ, where no vocation exists in isolation.

For those discerning a call to the ordained ministry, I pray that they may have the courage to embrace the uncertainty and joy of this journey. May they find strength in their communities, wisdom in their theological studies, and peace in the knowledge that they are not alone in their discernment. Theological colleges, such as my own College of the Transfiguration, play a vital role in shaping and equipping those who will go on to serve. The formation process, both academic and spiritual, grounds us in the tradition of the Church while opening us to the work of the Spirit.

For those already ordained, may today serve as a reminder of the sacred trust they hold. The ordination vows are not just words but a lifelong commitment to serve Christ and His Church with humility, love, and perseverance. In a world that is ever-changing and in need of hope, the ministry of the ordained remains a beacon of God’s unchanging grace and mercy.

On this Ember Day, let us hold in prayer those who are about to be ordained, those discerning their vocation, and all who serve Christ through their ordained ministry. May we all, whether ordained or lay, remember that we are each called to a life of service, following the example of Christ, who gave everything for the sake of God’s Kingdom.

May the Holy Spirit inspire us, as the collect asks, to respond to God’s call—whether in ordained ministry or in our everyday lives—and to live out that calling faithfully.

Grace and Peace

Vanda

2024 · Sermon

Sermon Notes April 2024

                                                            From Easter to Pentecost.

Theme: Healing of Jesus for our souls:

Focus:
We will use the rhythm of The Lectionary readings to unpack this theme.

Settings: Following the Bible’s definition of “soul” as the seat of our emotions. We will broaden this to cover the centre and core of who we are as our mother board from where we are wired. Possibly capturing the Image of God within us.

So based on that loose definition. From the lectionary texts we will examine what causes our central core to become faulty, to malfunction and to disconnect.

And then within the text identify how Jesus offers us healing.

7th April 2024:

Texts:
Cause:
1. Possessed by possessions Acts 4:32-35
2. Fear and doubt John 20:19-31
3. ⁠Disunity Psalm 133
4. ⁠Deception 1 John 1:1-2:2

Offer:
– be where the disciples are gathered John 20: 19-31
– ⁠be opened to hear and receive what Jesus is saying and doing John 20:19-31
– ⁠Blessings of Harmony Psalm 133
– ⁠Forgiveness 1 John 1:1-2:2

Suggested Practice:
Find a quiet place and be still so that you can use your senses for this,

Meditation:
Place yourself in the Gospel text of John 20:19-23

Acknowledge your Fear and allow yourself to see Jesus appear to you in the midst of your fear. Hear Jesus say to you,
“ Peace be with you “

See and look when Jesus shows you his wounds in his hands and his side

Feel the joy that fills you.

Listen and receive as Jesus commissions you.

“ Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I am sending you. “ Then he breathed on them and said. “ Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone sins, they are forgiven. If you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.”

Do this for as many times as you are able in this week. If doubt is your fault then do the same steps above with the text from John 20: 24-31

2023

Christmas Message

Greetings in Jesus name,

To you Our Parish Family from the Churchwardens, Parish Councillors, Layministers, Readers, Sides people, Servers, Organists, musicians, singers, finance team, advisors, Parish Administrator, Verger, Helper, along with the Clergy and our families, we wish you and yours a newfound awareness of Christ, who was born to be human.

As I pondered on what I would write to you all, I remembered Christmas’s past. Christmas time was such a joyous time in our home, the food, the presents, the family and friends but more importantly our preparations for Midnight Mass. As a young girl I remember going to server’s practise, polishing the silver and brass ware, those were our duties and we loved it, the servers all got together, laughed and ragged each other but made sure the work got done. I always went hoping to be the cross-bearer and sometimes I was and sometimes I wasn’t, I was ok with that I just loved being in the house of the Lord.

Later as I myself had children I remembered the joy they felt waiting expectantly for Christmas, after midnight mass they were each allowed to open one present as we had cocoa, tea or coffee and cake, the rest would be opened after lunch with the whole family present. How times have changed, families have gotten small, presents are fewer and the lunch menu a lot simpler, in a way allowing us to experience the true meaning of Christmas. For many of us now, we remember those days with some sadness, as we think about our loved ones that have passed away, or family members and friends who no longer talk to each other and children who live abroad but with all this our hope is found in the Lord.

So, here we are, it’s Christmas Day, we remember Jesus’ birth, focusing all our attention on one small, hope-filled family. Mary who laboured and birthed the Saviour, Joseph who stood by as the earthly father and Jesus who came into the world screaming and crying. This is the story where God shows up to be Emmanuel, God with us.

The birth of Jesus is a reminder of the hope we have in God. The God of hope who keeps his promise to be present in the world, in us and in all of creation. Our hope in Christ is what keeps us going, He is the reason we continue to hold on, he is the reason we raise our children in our faith and He the reason we endure all the disappointments and struggles that life throws at us. This Christmas we, like Mary are invited to ponder on how God used ordinary, everyday people to help him save the lost and lonely. About how God revealed the good news of salvation to the lowliest people first and how God comes to us at our weakest and most vulnerable state and how God embraced us and the whole world, through the birth of divine love and hope in and through the Christ child.

It really is a blessing that is hard to comprehend, let alone believe and so as Christians we are obligated to be the hope of this hurting and hopeless world, where people are desperate for a little love and kindness. As Mary birth the Christ Child, I wonder, what are the seeds of hope that are being birth from us for ourselves, our church and what seeds of hope are we birthing for the people out there in this cold hard world, do the seeds of hope that we are birthing line up with the true meaning of the nativity story, this Christmas?

May the blessings of Jesus Christ be more than you can grasp this Christmas and may 2024 be a extraordinary year for you and your family, where the love of Christ shines radiantly in the days ahead, where people not only see His light in you but are drawn to Him who makes all things possible, through you.

From all the Servant Leaders of Church of the Good Shepherd and St Mary’s Kingsburgh.

Rev Deborah