Grace and peace to you from God our Father and His Son Jesus Christ.
I spent some of this week on the Clergy Retreat which was a reflection on St Paul’s words from Phil 3: 13,14:
“Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize of God’s heavenly calling in Christ Jesus.”
Herein, St Paul teaches us that we are our history, but that we transcend it. In other words, we must acknowledge that we are a product of our History but that “In Christ” we are not governed nor ruled by it. It does not own us. We need to forgive ourselves and others we need to take from the lessons learned and be willing to move forward. In this sense, forgetting is not denying nor downplaying it, but it means that we do not allow our past to define our identity. Our identity is in Christ and who we were was just the passage ( the journey) toward what God is moulding us to be.
What of our past is still holding onto us and preventing us from the freedom which Christ offers? Repent of it and be set free. Press on towards what God has in store for you, both now in this life and what lies ahead.
The Pattern of Scripture is revealed through its story. The Egyptian Slavery, the deliverance from Egypt across the red sea, life in the wilderness, life in the promised land, and life in exile, is the story of our personal life journey. Furthermore, it is not a once-off pattern. In each area of our lives, in each of our complex human dimensions, we go through these processes. And we must not be afraid of them.
Whether it be an addiction that keeps us in Egypt or a mindset that takes time for us to be liberated from, the point is that not every part of your life is lived in the same “state.” In certain parts of your life, you may well be struggling with your theology around a specific issue. That’s okay, it does not negate your faith.
As it was with Moses; God has sown in your life the truth of His being, but we are raised in a secular world ( courts of Egypt); but at some point, we will have a reminder that God wants something different for us, our response to this is ‘putting to death of the sinful life,’ but it doesn’t always go the way we imagined. Do not be afraid, God leads us on a path of discovery, as he did with Moses. In God’s perfect timing he reveals his truth ( burning Bush experience) and brings us into his plan of salvation for all people ( not just for ourselves).
Therefore, whether you are absorbed in your secular activities or feel that you are in a place of uncertainty, or you are experiencing great spiritual fervour; all of these are encounters with God leading you, preparing you, growing you, to be liberated and be a liberator, in Christ. God is including you in His great Salvation plan for the world.
So do not be held captive by your past or your present, but submit to the Holy Spirit who will lead you. Offer yourself as a living sacrifice that will be useful to God, and press on towards the prize that God has for you; intimacy with Christ, both now and in the life to come.
“Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize of God’s heavenly calling in Christ Jesus.”
Choose faith not fear – love drives out fear!
Be assured of my prayers.
Fr Andrew.